I'm angry. I'm so god damn angry right now! Its not fair that I lost my best friend, the one person I could tell everything to. The one person that never failed to make me feel better. He promised me he would always be here for me. But he's not. I need him now. I'm feeling so down and ridiculously insecure and I just need my best friend to tell me that everything is going to be fine and that I am good enough. I just need someone to care...
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
I never was good at tests...
Oh Lord, here we go.
Men typically accuse women of playing mind games, and screwing with their emotions. Yeah, I suppose some women probably do. But guys, you all are just as damn guilty.
I don't play games. Subtlety is not, nor has it ever been my strong point. I say what I feel, I'm not afraid to go for what I want, and I see absolutely no point in wasting my time or yours with pointless games.
I wonder why we can't all be the same way. If you like me, tell me and if you don't... well, then why string me along? I swear men will give a girl just enough attention to get her into bed with them and they will keep it up until they meet the next best thing. Why? Why waste her time and yours?
I'm not so desperate for love that I'll allow that. Once I realize that's what is going on, I'm outta there. But still, it hurts. Getting to know someone, spending time with them, laughing, having fun- only to find out that really, they were just keeping you on the back burner because you're good enough for now.
You wanna test my patience? Keep up the "maybe I do, maybe I don't" game. Make me wonder what you're doing when you aren't with me. Make me wonder if you're meeting other people, and if you really like me or not. Make me wait a week, a week and a half to see you. But honey, when my patience runs out and I leave- just remember don't hate the player, hate the game.
Men typically accuse women of playing mind games, and screwing with their emotions. Yeah, I suppose some women probably do. But guys, you all are just as damn guilty.
I don't play games. Subtlety is not, nor has it ever been my strong point. I say what I feel, I'm not afraid to go for what I want, and I see absolutely no point in wasting my time or yours with pointless games.
I wonder why we can't all be the same way. If you like me, tell me and if you don't... well, then why string me along? I swear men will give a girl just enough attention to get her into bed with them and they will keep it up until they meet the next best thing. Why? Why waste her time and yours?
I'm not so desperate for love that I'll allow that. Once I realize that's what is going on, I'm outta there. But still, it hurts. Getting to know someone, spending time with them, laughing, having fun- only to find out that really, they were just keeping you on the back burner because you're good enough for now.
You wanna test my patience? Keep up the "maybe I do, maybe I don't" game. Make me wonder what you're doing when you aren't with me. Make me wonder if you're meeting other people, and if you really like me or not. Make me wait a week, a week and a half to see you. But honey, when my patience runs out and I leave- just remember don't hate the player, hate the game.
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